CHRIST ReturnsThe Process of Creation
Letter 5 rosepage 186
5.132 These are the UNIVERSAL PRIMAL IMPULSES of ALL BEING
    of UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS
your SOURCE OF BEiNG: INTELLIGENCE-LOVE
    This is the STATE OF BEING before creation.
5.132.1 CONSCIOUSNESS/AWARENESS
   within a STATE of EQUILIBRIUM.
5.133 I want you to move again into an inner state
  of conscious equilibrium,
where all thought is stilled and your mind resides in silence.
5.133.1 You are in interior control, your mind and emotions
no longer divided into activity and feeling.
5.133.2 You may feel a build-up of power within you, strength,
  peace, and contentment.
5.133.3 This, expressed in you, in individual form,
is the STATE of BEING out of which came creation.
5.134 I want you to notice that the equilibrium is impossible
the moment that thought is introduced.
5.135 I want you to REALISE that
the UNIVERSAL DIMENSION is a DIMENSION
of unformed IMPULSES. It contains no blueprint of creation.
5.135.1 It is in a state of UNDIVIDED FORM.
5.135.2 The equilibrium
– the restraint
between opposing
IMPULSES
‘to move about’
and
‘remain bonded’
creates an
infinite spiral of
self-contained
energy
.
5.136 The
SELF-CONTAINED ENERGY of
MUTUAL RESTRAINT

is beyond the power
of individuality
to even imagine.
5.137 As I have
told you before,
were individuality
able to enter the
UNIVERSAL DIMENSION of the
MUTUALLY 
  RESTRAINED
IMPULSES of
Movement & Bonding
– the individuality
would be
immedi­ate­ly dissolved
and returned to
the equilibrium
of UNIVERSAL
CONSCIOUSNESS.